Greetings and welcome to my very own website. I’m Christian Kaleb Caruzo, an aspiring Venezuelan-Italian author.
Here you’ll find posts about The Vaifen Saga and other personal projects.
You’ll also find posts about my personal life and past experiences after having lived through Socialist Venezuela for over twenty years, as well as other ramblings on video games and other topics.
I hope you enjoy the stuff I write on this website and outside of it — I also hope you enjoy all the memes and content I publish on social media and other places.
Note: I am presently in the process of replacing and revamping some stuff arround. Apologies if something seems broken. I’m slowly overhauling some stuff for future use.
I was and still am a melancholic broken loser loner that’s never been in a single relationship his entire life. I’m nearing 40, I completely missed out on living life, and there’s no fixing that. Read more
tl;dr do not bottle depression for 20 years and leave it unaddressed cause it’ll bite you in the ass when you get older Mental health-speaking, 2026 has so far been a 12-round boxing match between Read more
A post on hybrid classes and living a hybrid life in the in-between of it all without being part of a whole (spoilers, it sucks, don't do it)
An formal announcement on the new and final (for real this time) draft of Sword of Vaifen, the first entry of my passion project.
Small announcement on what's to come after a nearly six month-long lapse in content on this website (sorry).
Nonsensical ramblings on holding onto your beliefs and doing the right thing
In which a deliver a boomer-esque rant on MMORPGs' huge "Seasonal" problem, using WoW and FFXIV as examples
Some personal words on the 2nd anniversary of my "pseudo parent" role expanding with not just my brother, but one of my cousins as well
Quick ramble on communities keeping video games alive through time long after the game was "killed" by its developers
In which I resurrect an old book project and release it as an online series of entries on this website for free... right now!
I just went through my full first winter ever. Other than the cold (which me and my tropical ass don’t fare well in but I’m sorta more used to now), it was great, with the Read more
A personal post about pursuing long term goals over being able to have the instant gratification of a McDonald's burger
A look back at 2024, one of the most interesting and life-changing twelve months of my life, marked by the start of a new life in Italy
A brief update on the occasion of our tenth month here in Italy — and our first autumn ever.
Me on November 3, 2023: “Alright, a new WoW announcement, let’s check it out. Although, to be honest, I don’t think there’s anything that they could announce that would make me play again after all this Read more
My steps towards fixing myself up in this, my longstanding journey towards defeating my old friend depression
That one time when I voted in a Communal Council election out of spite to ensure someone who wronged my cousin didn't win lol
Some personal words on my next journey: Overcoming depression once and for all and defeating my own worst enemy, myself.
Some personal words on the matter of being a lonely outcast, now in a strange new land that I may not ever fully be part of.
A quick update of how things are going for me and my brother as we're halfway through our fifth month here in Italy
Some personal words on how my family has scattered to other countries as each of us found our way out of Venezuela
Some of the "small" changes in my life that I've experienced so far on my first three months here in Italy
In which I touch upon the mystery surrounding Hugo Chávez's actual time of death, another of the lies upon which the current Venezuelan regime was built
The tale of an Indian scammer and his false promises of wealth versus the bald goon that spent ten bux to post on a forum
Personal words on the long-sought final closure of the past years of my life, and the start of a new, better life in Italy
A recap of our second month in Italy, which was mostly centered on getting our residence paperwork and ID cards, and other initial stuff here
A recap of our first month in Italy, the failures at finding a place to rent in Turin, my near capitulation, and the kind help we've received
A recap of our departure from Venezuela, our arrival in Italy, and the current obstacles to overcome if I'm to stay here in Turin
At last, after six long years, I'm finally leaving Venezuela with my brother towards the unknown, towards a new life.
Pokemon, despite how astoundingly flawed modern releases are, has once again become a mean to share more time with my brother, who is very passionate about it